Sad, surprised and disappointed Martijn Reuser was full of emotion when he was told he could leave Ipswich on a free transfer.
With his first baby due any time, it was hardly the news the Dutchman wanted.
But two weeks on, the 28-year-old admits he's got over the shock and has set himself a new goal to win his place back in the Town side.
Oh, and a winning goal in the play-off final wouldn't go amiss.
Speaking frankly to the Evening Gazette, Reuser, who admits he's still trying to get used to being a new father, said today: "I respect the club's decision.
"I understand they have to look at their financial situation, but I was still a bit shocked and disappointed and a bit sad.
"However, I am still an Ipswich player and I will continue to give 100 per cent until the day I leave this place.
"Even though I have been told I can go, nothing has changed in that respect."
When announcing the decision to give Reuser a free, Town boss Joe Royle said the winger didn't fit into his system.
But this hasn't knocked Reuser's confidence.
"I look at Jim Magilton and Fabian Wilnis and they were in a similar position to me not so long ago.
"And I am convinced that I am going to play a big part this season."
Published Friday, February 7, 2003
Comments: Our rules
We want our comments to be a lively and valuable part of our community - a place where readers can debate and engage with the most important local issues. The ability to comment on our stories is a privilege, not a right, however, and that privilege may be withdrawn if it is abused or misused.
Please report any comments that break our rules.
Read the rules hereComments are closed on this article